random thoughts.

is it healthy that i've been listening to anberlin's "cities" almost non-stop since i got it on the 22nd of february? i swear, when i get a new CD that's absolutely amazing, i listen to it obsessively. AND i didn't get to see anberlin when they came to chicago - the show was sold out. dang. but anyway...

i went to my grandmother's house today, and she was being especially nice. i mean, not that she's mean or anything, but she kept giving me hugs at random times (for instance, i go into the refrigerator for a pop, and she chokes me around my neck and gives me the tightest hug ever. this also occurs when i went to pick up a magazine from the table and when i was eating). i think she was trying to show that she loves me. but i knew that already, and i appreciated it. :]

i lost 5 pounds! i'm happy. for all of february, i was doing a fast with my youth church - i gave up junk food. oh my goodness - it was BRUTAL. for some reason, everyone just had to be selling chocolate and girl scout cookies as soon as my fast started. but i prayed a LOT, and it helped! i haven't even eaten that much junk food since the fast ended. yeah...so it all ended with me losing 5 pounds in the process.

gahhhh. summer quest + scholarships = stress and procrastination! yay! *sigh* i'm beginning to rethink my decision to major in photography. i LOVE it. it's my passion, but i keep thinking of the whole money factor. i know that i should do what i love, and not do something for money, but still - i need to survive, right? grrr. dilemma.

p.s. in the midst of all of the procrastination, i managed the update and redesign my website: aestheticheart.com